Escape of My Thoughts

Another bunch of people joined AIESEC, another generation is of AIESEC is been created. It seems that day when I was filling up the form and thinking of Joining AIESEC just to see what so special about it. Though considering a lot of people like Amzad Bhai, the AIESEC eXperience I have is nothing. [Who are not member of AIESEC are probably thinking what is AIESEC eXperience, in the simplest word this is the standerd life cycle of an AIESECer] I guess to them AIESEC is more than an organization. But it amazed me sometime when I look at them it seems, they just change there Job or something like that and moved on.

Whatever they are feeling or thinking like all other thing I will also be leaving AIESEC soon and it is inevitable. And the worst of all higher positions in AIESEC means you are leaving AIESEC soon, and in that manner I am really at the end of my AIESEC career and sometime I wish, if I would spend another year as a member.

Today, AIESEC North South University has there teams day. Though there were two full recruitment was also been done by two other LC's, this recruitment has more significant value as NSU is the oldest and the most senior as well as high performing LC of AIESEC Bangladesh and at the same time currently I am the LC Coach of this LC. They had something around 200 candidates and they will be taking only 40. Though a lot of Alumni of AIESEC Bangladesh has been saying today that it is the same vibe as before [when they were recruited] But I know it is always different, it will always be better than the Last time, because thats the way it is, we somehow learns to learn form our mistakes.

A lot of thing touched me today, not any event though. The feeling would be better explained as I realized a lot of new things today. Among them the most impotent I have come a long distance in AIESEC and learned a lot of things in the course, and as well this might be the last year of my AIESEC in fact I might have only few months left in my direct AIESEC eXperience. Though I am thinking I will be running for the MCP next year if off course Daniel does not decide to re run, because I respect him for some different reasons and do not any think I can do better than him. But still even if I run, I might not win and there will be no position what so ever to stay back in AIESEC and again there might be family pressure as well.

But right now, it does not matter what will happen in the next few months and after that is not really my concern or I am not even bothered by that I just want to welcome those who will make my dream true in the future.