Escape of My Thoughts

I was simply empty. It felt like all my emotions was sucked out from me. It was not sorrow neither fear, or any other known state of mind. There was only one question running through my head “What really death is?” Can you imagine the person was there with you few minutes ago talking to you and now you don’t have any clue where he is.

My grand-father died few days ago, I used to respect him more than any thing. He was the most honest man I have ever seen. For his death I had to visit my village suddenly. And I realized couple of things that I think everybody realize at some part of there life. First one is what is really death? And what life we have after it? The second one is the relative to be precise very near relatives who died can they see us? Can any alive man feel there dead relatives? And third what we should do to respect the dead or they are just gone from our life? These are some questions than realization you may say and I agree with that. But the answer to these questions are the realization I am talking about and I found out the answer I got for this questions are unique and it is also unique for each and every person of this world.

This blog of mine is a bit haphazard and I am not really sure I could write what I really wanted to but I hope the person reading It will find something out of it.

It’s been a while I came back from Philippines, actually it’s been over six months. I was trying to write something from then but I could not manage time to do so as I was too much busy with other things ... and now finally I have got the chance to do so.

To be able to go to Philippines to attain the APXLDS 2006 was kind of a dream come true for me and it was not possible without the help of Nahid Bhai because he helped me with all the finances and all. It was only his motivation and effort for which I reached there.

After I reached there my first impression was the world is really big and it is not really impossible to understand or know it. I will start with what I really found attractive about Philippines and of course later on Australia and Taiwan (no I did not visit those country later on, instead I met some of the great individuals from those country).

I was reading a blog most probably of Azz (Australia) or Mel (Australia), it was written there that the Asia Pacific countries (AP GN Countries of AIESEC) has different culture and lots of different issues, But, when I reached Philippines (Cebu) all I could find is similarities, it was mostly like our port city Chitagong and I found the OC’s as always like any other event of AIESEC quite friendly. Still at that moment I did not had any idea that this will be the conference that will change my life.

I used to hate Australia not knowing the country or its people but after I met the people from there (Azz, Jess, Mel, Aleks, Chloye, Wodsy) they changed my point of view. They are really cool people and most importantly they think like we do … and so on. To be frank with you … the friendship of this people was the greatest thing I achieved from that trip.

And then there was Taiwan, initially I was fascinated by the Faci from Taiwan Susan not even knowing anything about that country or its people. She actually inspired me in different ways during the whole conference. She is a person with full of life and fun if you just look at her you will feel that you know her for years and you will also feel that life is also full of fun. Latter on I met Deborah, Winne and some other people from Taiwan that made me feel that it is a country with some very pure hearted people who are really helpful to everybody.

During that seven days (Actually a bit more than that) I discovered a whole new side of me and the people around me then help me to know that part of me especially the people from Australia (to be precise Azz, Jess, Mel, Chloey and Aleks). They show me a world that I never knew was there, a world where there is no boundaries, a world where nothing is impossible, a world where if you have the faith you can win anything you want.

Thank you people, you helped me to know all these in just seven days. Hope to see all of you in some part of my life.