Escape of My Thoughts
... rational & irrational ...Friday, August 17, 2007
To you ...
Make a Wish ...
Take a Step ...
and
Never Stay behind ...
Take a Step ...
and
Never Stay behind ...
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Now I know, how it will be when I am 40
Every bit of my body hurts, and it just not hurts, it make me feel like I am loosing that part of my body.
Those who don't know I had an CNG (a three wheeler taxi) accident yesterday. Me and Aveen was going to University and then it stopped in the middle of the road and somehow the engine was not working for few minutes and just when the driver manged to start the engine after trying 7/8 times a bus hit us from behind and we crashed in to the road after two rolls. Thankfully Aveen and me both of us survived the accident with any kind of major injury. (For more funnier description visit Aveen's blog at aveen.nomadlife.org)
However, my back pain is unbearable and I can not walk properly. Doctor told me to take rest but I have to go to university tomorrow. It's just like being 40's. You have responsibilities to fulfill and you are definitely tired and pissed at life, as you had go through so many shits in your life.
I have already start feeling sorry for myself as I am already 23 and I have only 17 years left to my 40. God knows what will happen. But I wish I will not have back pain like this in my 40's :)
Those who don't know I had an CNG (a three wheeler taxi) accident yesterday. Me and Aveen was going to University and then it stopped in the middle of the road and somehow the engine was not working for few minutes and just when the driver manged to start the engine after trying 7/8 times a bus hit us from behind and we crashed in to the road after two rolls. Thankfully Aveen and me both of us survived the accident with any kind of major injury. (For more funnier description visit Aveen's blog at aveen.nomadlife.org)
However, my back pain is unbearable and I can not walk properly. Doctor told me to take rest but I have to go to university tomorrow. It's just like being 40's. You have responsibilities to fulfill and you are definitely tired and pissed at life, as you had go through so many shits in your life.
I have already start feeling sorry for myself as I am already 23 and I have only 17 years left to my 40. God knows what will happen. But I wish I will not have back pain like this in my 40's :)
Monday, August 13, 2007
Judgement Day
The night is gone,
The time has come
To find a new day has begun,
An' it promises to stay
To soothe the pain of wasted years
An' kiss away the bitter tears
A love to light the way
And from the darkness
Comes a smile,
That reaches out for many miles,
Touching everyone.
No more shadows of the past,
Your spirit free to fly at last,
Shining in the sun
Like the rolling thunder,
I feel the power of love,
It's a gift from heaven
And the Lord above
We walk toward desire,
Hand and hand
Through fields of fire
With only love to light the way
On the road to Judgement Day
Take it easy, take it slow,
I'll take you anywhere you wanna go,
Places never seen before
'Cause I love you, an' I need you,
I'll do my best to please you,
My love can open any door
When you hear the thunder
In your darkest night,
I'll be there to hold you
When the lightning strikes
So don't you worry,
You can ease your mind
'Cause we'll be dancing
At the end of time
Who loves you, who needs you,
Who'll do his best to please you,
I love you, I need you
I'll get down on my knees
We walk toward desire,
Hand and hand
Through fields of fire
With only love to light the way
On the road to Judgment Day
So don't you worry, baby
On the road to Judgment Day
Who loves you, who needs you
On the road to Judgment Day
So I love you, and I need you
My love can open any door
My love can open any door...
The time has come
To find a new day has begun,
An' it promises to stay
To soothe the pain of wasted years
An' kiss away the bitter tears
A love to light the way
And from the darkness
Comes a smile,
That reaches out for many miles,
Touching everyone.
No more shadows of the past,
Your spirit free to fly at last,
Shining in the sun
Like the rolling thunder,
I feel the power of love,
It's a gift from heaven
And the Lord above
We walk toward desire,
Hand and hand
Through fields of fire
With only love to light the way
On the road to Judgement Day
Take it easy, take it slow,
I'll take you anywhere you wanna go,
Places never seen before
'Cause I love you, an' I need you,
I'll do my best to please you,
My love can open any door
When you hear the thunder
In your darkest night,
I'll be there to hold you
When the lightning strikes
So don't you worry,
You can ease your mind
'Cause we'll be dancing
At the end of time
Who loves you, who needs you,
Who'll do his best to please you,
I love you, I need you
I'll get down on my knees
We walk toward desire,
Hand and hand
Through fields of fire
With only love to light the way
On the road to Judgment Day
So don't you worry, baby
On the road to Judgment Day
Who loves you, who needs you
On the road to Judgment Day
So I love you, and I need you
My love can open any door
My love can open any door...
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
From the other side of Life ...
It's been sometime I lost interest in everything I do. Now a days I don't even work for AIESEC properly, those who know me will know thats a big deal. To me know its all about skimming through everything, To me now life and commitment has no meaning at all. It's been quite some time when I did something really considerable. My grades are going down, I have to project due within 4 days and I even didn't start working, even I might get a C in the Marketing course that I have in this semester.
And if it was a normal situation, I would have cursed my self over and over again to be in such a mess but know it seems like I stopped caring about things. Life is pushing me away, sometime I don't really get it which is more true for me "I am leading my life or life is leading me", whereas I always wanted to be in control, always wanted to control everything in my life. Suddenly I lost almost everything in me. It's just being like in some other side of life. Gradually everyday I am going to the opposite direction.
I wish, I knew the way back in ...
And if it was a normal situation, I would have cursed my self over and over again to be in such a mess but know it seems like I stopped caring about things. Life is pushing me away, sometime I don't really get it which is more true for me "I am leading my life or life is leading me", whereas I always wanted to be in control, always wanted to control everything in my life. Suddenly I lost almost everything in me. It's just being like in some other side of life. Gradually everyday I am going to the opposite direction.
I wish, I knew the way back in ...
Friday, August 3, 2007
I am ... ... [according to BrainFall]
What Kind of Drink Are You? | |
 | You are a Pint of Beer. You're happy with who you are. Sure, you may not be the 'sophisticated' and 'refined' type, but at least you're real. You don't let the little things get to you, and you have a good time no matter what life throws at you. Keep it up. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Friends Character Are You? | |
 | You are Phoebe. You're the weird kid with odd habits. Most people don't know it, but you're kinky in bed. Your childhood memories aren't your best, but why do you care? There's plenty of time to make up for your lost childhood now that you're an adult. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
What Car Would You Be? | |
 | You would be part Ferrari Enzo. You are quick, slick and ever-so-cool. Your ostentatious showiness may put some people off, but your friends know you're the real deal. |
 | You would be part Stretch Hummer. You are as big and bold as they come. You get what you want, when you want, and you can run over old ladies without even knowing it. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
What Should You Have Done After High School? | |
 | You should have traveled the world. You're outgoing and you like to try new things. You'd do great in a college environment, but you won't be able to focus on school until you fulfill your inner desires to get out and see the world. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Character Are You? | |
 | You are Michelangelo. You are laid back and all about having a good time. Cowabunga! |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Action Hero Are You? | |
 | You are MacGyver. Ingenuity is your game. Don't leave home without your sundry office supplies: rubber bands, paper clips, and the like. Life and death situations are your forte, but you may be getting too old for it. In today's eyes you're an old legend, but your first season mullet will always be remembered. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Harry Potter Character Are You? | |
 | You are part Harry. You're a loyal and courageous friend. You'd do anything to protect the people you love, especially if it'll get you a break from class for a little while. |
 | You are part Hermione. You're a bookworm always in search of answers. When pressed, however, you can always be counted on to put away the books and help your friends. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Fantastic 4 Character Are You? | |
 | You are The Human Torch. You're the hot-headed playboy. You like to act sooner rather than later and as a result, you really help those in need, even at the cost of your own problems. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Pixar Character Are You? | |
 | You are Mr. Incredible. You are from a family of superheroes. Need we say more! It's unfortunate superheroes have to hide their identity, but that doesn't stop the opposite sex from being attracted to you. Your looks can floor anyone, and your CG muscles make even Arnold jealous. Your ability to kick the asses of villains and personal foes every now and then will be remebered for generations to come. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
